Remembering

It's been a while since I have written, but things have been quite busy and getting busier and busier everyday! September 25, 2009 was a very special day for my family and me. That was the day our sweet baby boy Hunter would have turned a year old. It's hard to believe a year has already passed! So many things go through my head such as I wonder how Hunter would look and what would his actions be like?! Tons and tons of thoughts pass through my head each and every day.
In honor of our sweet angel, Mack and I met with my parents and brother at Hunter's grave site. We had put together a sweet little arrangement of flowers (a dozen white roses and 1 blue) and a cross that said, "God bless our little buckaroo." My parents also wanted to get him some toys so of course, all little boys need a small football and a hot wheels truck! We placed everything at his grave site and also had a bouquet of balloons.
Mack and I decided we wanted to write a note to Hunter and let them go with the balloons, hoping they would reach him. We all said Happy Birthday and let the balloons disappear into the blue, cloud covered sky. We couldn't have asked for a more beautiful day to celebrate Hunter's birthday.
I miss him so much and even though I wish he was here today by our side i know he is in a much better place. I know God has a plan for all of us and I know some day I will get to see my son again and hold him in my arms! Until then, I will keep him in my heart and know that I have my guardian angel looking over me.